Zeraton
09-03-2009, 09:48 PM
Hello PT community. I am posting this thread even though many of you probably never thought you would see the day where I would be apologizing to people. However, even though my recent name has been "Hitler" and not Zeraton, I still do have feelings/emotions and sometimes they get ahead of me.
The real reason I am posting this is to give a simple apology to not only the players in my clan that I have kicked/freaked out upon. But I am also here to give an apology to the entire PT community.
When I first started this game, I hate mentioning clan names, or throwing some of those "famous" clans under the bus. So I will just say that I knew two very popular clans which were very good @ the game for a long time, one of which is still around today. What I noticed about these clans were that they had no respect for the other team. I made the clan [LOL] to show other clans that it was possible to be nice to other PT players/have a good attitude and be good at the game at the same time. However as every day passes I am realizing that I am becoming exactly what I wanted to stop from happening. I never wanted to become the type of leader that I am today... It was never my intention. Some of you may not know what I'm talking about, but I think some of you know exactly what I mean when I say that.
In all honesty, the competitiveness inside of me is actually the worst part of my leadership. I am just now realizing that the best leaders are the most laid back leaders. Of course I will still kick people and recruit people and I will do my job as a leader. However I will completely get rid of all the frustration that I show in clan wars and my clan chat. Starting today I am going to become ... well... a new person I suppose. I can do this because its not real life, it is a game, therefore changing my attitude will be very simple for me to accomplish. I am doing this for 2 reasons.
The first is to show the community, my clan, and myself that I can be whoever I want to be and accomplish whatever I want to accomplish. I also would love to prove to the non-existent MVP and former leader T15M21 that I can be much more than he ever was. (its a long story between me and him)
The second is to simply show that I am sorry to all of my clan mates that I have freaked out on in clan wars or in the clan chat for making a simple mistake in which I am sure that you already knew that you messed up. There is really no need for me to rub it in. I did rub it in though, simply because I wanted to make you the best you could be, and make my clan the best that they could be. However it doesn't work like that, and I am realizing this now. It is time for my leadership skills to change, and I think now is a better time than ever. It must be done now.
-I guess you can think of this as my agreement to become a new leader in PT and a better person for my clan [LOL]. I figure it is better late than never. I would make a list of names of people that I have offended in the past, however I don't think there would be enough room and to be honest I wouldn't even remember half the names.
Consider this thread my apology, my honesty, my trust, and also my loyalty to my clan and everyone in PT. I am truly sorry.
The real reason I am posting this is to give a simple apology to not only the players in my clan that I have kicked/freaked out upon. But I am also here to give an apology to the entire PT community.
When I first started this game, I hate mentioning clan names, or throwing some of those "famous" clans under the bus. So I will just say that I knew two very popular clans which were very good @ the game for a long time, one of which is still around today. What I noticed about these clans were that they had no respect for the other team. I made the clan [LOL] to show other clans that it was possible to be nice to other PT players/have a good attitude and be good at the game at the same time. However as every day passes I am realizing that I am becoming exactly what I wanted to stop from happening. I never wanted to become the type of leader that I am today... It was never my intention. Some of you may not know what I'm talking about, but I think some of you know exactly what I mean when I say that.
In all honesty, the competitiveness inside of me is actually the worst part of my leadership. I am just now realizing that the best leaders are the most laid back leaders. Of course I will still kick people and recruit people and I will do my job as a leader. However I will completely get rid of all the frustration that I show in clan wars and my clan chat. Starting today I am going to become ... well... a new person I suppose. I can do this because its not real life, it is a game, therefore changing my attitude will be very simple for me to accomplish. I am doing this for 2 reasons.
The first is to show the community, my clan, and myself that I can be whoever I want to be and accomplish whatever I want to accomplish. I also would love to prove to the non-existent MVP and former leader T15M21 that I can be much more than he ever was. (its a long story between me and him)
The second is to simply show that I am sorry to all of my clan mates that I have freaked out on in clan wars or in the clan chat for making a simple mistake in which I am sure that you already knew that you messed up. There is really no need for me to rub it in. I did rub it in though, simply because I wanted to make you the best you could be, and make my clan the best that they could be. However it doesn't work like that, and I am realizing this now. It is time for my leadership skills to change, and I think now is a better time than ever. It must be done now.
-I guess you can think of this as my agreement to become a new leader in PT and a better person for my clan [LOL]. I figure it is better late than never. I would make a list of names of people that I have offended in the past, however I don't think there would be enough room and to be honest I wouldn't even remember half the names.
Consider this thread my apology, my honesty, my trust, and also my loyalty to my clan and everyone in PT. I am truly sorry.